SPM is over . Chinese paper was quite okay , I think .
And GOODBYE SEAFIELD . Don't worry I will come back and visit very often . :D
After that went to AC and pool-ed .Then came back home and was sicked .
Was kinda disappointed when I heard about the plan . I should have just stepped in and do it . But never mind , they are just kids and still have more to learn .
Although I haven't meet you for quite a long time , but at least I've learned some great deal of things from you before .
Never will us forget you and your jokes .
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Everyone that knows him in school today came to the school to take the exams with a complicated feelings . Numb looks are everywhere to be seen .
Due to his departure , everyone realised about the value of their life and also to treasure it and their loves one .
As you can see , I've finished taking 7 subjects in these 2 weeks which is not really nervy for me . And the upcoming papers during next week is going to really tough all though there are breaks in between the subjects because IFH BIO .
Should be dead happy cause bday is coming in less than half an hour . But no , mood got struck by many stuff today .
Saw something and it make me thought of it for the whole day .
What the hell?! I thought I've already made a decision not to put mind in this but things just don't go with the way I decided . Maybe the time when I made this decision was just plain because gutless ? And yes , I must say that I have a really low self-esteem since a long time ago and whenever I bump into situation like this , the result would be the same .When msges are not replied , I would be thinking of it . Wtf is wrong with me ?!
And I'm feeling really really suck now .
Flashed back to stuff happened during this year . Missed every moment of it . Splitted myself into cheerleading and scouting . It was an unpredictable superb experience though .
Moments .
With all my fellow council members , scouts juniors/seniors , cheer mates/coach .
Those are the best I've ever got in life yet .
And now when I think of them , I would be even tearing because I know that those are the passed .
Whenever I tune into Vulcanz routine track , all the scenes during 4th and 5th July would be reappearing in my mind very clearly . And I cried badly that day and those were obviously tears with regrets .
People have been asking me to forget it , learn the lesson and move on . Yup that is right but for me FORGET about it is rubbish . For me , it's really important to learn the lesson and move on but also not forgetting to remind myself about the history . That's the reason why after 3 whole months , I'm still remembering every moment on that day . The adrenaline rush , painful moments , disappointed moments , and also the sense of UNITY .
I think I haven't release my frustration on my blog before cause I seldom release it . But since its my birthday, just let me release one time . Thanks :D
